My First Day of Work

I ended up getting ready 30 minuets earlier then i needed to. the phone rings and they called to ask if i could come in earlier. so i said sure be there in 30 minuets. so i get to go in an hour earlier. and i get there and started to train on the register right away. that goes great. really not different then the other three i've ran lol. then bout 2hrs into beign there and i start to get REALLY sweaty and hard to focus and see and i thought i was going to pass out. now this is odd for me now, because when i was pregnant with owen...bout 4-6 months along i had this happen to me bout 3-4 times. once in the shower thank goodness jeff was in there because i acctually did pass out. still dont remember it. but they could NEVER figure out why i did that. all the tests they did came back normal. so they stoped on their own and didnt come back til well today. thankfully i didnt pass out and make a fool of myself on the first day. (as it was everyone thought i was 16 lol and gave me a crazed look of shock when i mentioned my son and husband lol) so i got a drink and sat down for a few seconds and it went away. i'm not sure if i got over hot and clasuterphobic (sp) *they gave me a button down long sleeve shirt) or what but it scared me. so i dont know, but i started to run it on my own by 1:30 and everyone seems surprised that i picked it up so fast. so i hope that that and being able to come in earlier and stuff will stick out when they decide to let go or keep me on. and then i feel like a horrible mother because my son wont get his b-day invites sent out because were poor and have no money to buy stupid stamps and if i cant call everyone he will only have like 2 ppl there and i cant get him what i want to get him and i feel horrible because i dont even know what to get for him. it made me feel worse when he was sitting on my lap and i busted out cryin and he is trying to kiss away my tears saying "mama ight?!" that made it worse. okay my babble is over thanks for reading.